I was gone off the pills and I couldn't sober I was gone off the pills and I couldn't sober Had a shorty last year, it was shortly over Had a shorty last year I was off of six pills, trying to feel normal Had a few more pills, still don't feel normal I was *** sixteen, thinking game over Ha ha ha ha, the pain is never over Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha They say I'm too sentimental Hey, don't say that it hurts my mental Hey, I was born a flower petal Stay stuck inside a world of metal Falling down, falling down, and I'm barely breathing 3 AM seeing sounds and my chest is heavy Calm me down, calm me down, cause my legs are fleeting Hey, I just wanna feel okay Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha, I was never normal Ha ha ha ha Don't shut up