Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again Don't know if you get it, cause I can't express how thankful I am That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying everyday when I hold my breath Spinning out in space, pressing up my chest I don't wanna lose control Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not Trying to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught Even though I'm old and knowing I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying everyday when I hold my breath Spinning out in space, pressing up my chest I don't wanna lose control I need you to know I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I grow, you took all my dose cause you were home I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying everyday when I hold my breath Spinning out in space, pressing up my chest I don't wanna lose control