Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm I see a distant light but I feel like I'm drowning I'm solid ground tonight but I feel like I'm drowning Even though I'm still, now I feel like I'm sliding Even my own will, it still feels like I'm fighting, I'm fighting I'm swimming underground I need to know how long Until this can feel strong How long I try and I try and I try How long I've felt this my whole life How long I try and I try and I I try And I try And I try Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm I remember when we would always be laughing Is this still my home or a place that I hide in? Breaking from the shell is a risk I've been taking Trusting myself in the skin that I'm living, I'm living I'm up from underground I need to know how long Until this can feel strong How long I try and I try and I try How long I've felt this my whole life How long I try and I try and I And I try And I try And I try And I try I need to know how long Until this can feel strong How long I try and I try and I I try And I try And I try and I try and I try How long I've felt this my whole life How long I try and I try and I And I try And I try And I try And I try