So this is how I die now, hands to the air No, they can't stop the sky falling down, down Guess I thought that I'd feel good somehow All you know is up is high and I feel like you ain't going down, down Disappear into the silence, yeah Screams of faded love, conversated with a smile though Life invisible, guess I thought that I'd feel better now, somehow Anyhow, now Icarus, no, I can't escape this fall, fall Falling in reverse, falling in reverse So how you gonna scream my name when I gave all I got? I've nothing left to give you and I'm so burned out and lost Does it all just feel the same when I got all I wanted? I had you where I wanted, I guess I don't know How to live with a good thing and not break it into nothing Self-destructive steel, so it goes So how you gonna scream my name when I gave all I got? I've nothing left to give you and I'm so burned out and lost Does it all just feel the same when I got all I wanted? I had you where I wanted, I guess I don't know How to live with a good thing and not break it into nothing So tell me how you want me here now Keep crying on the phone, yeah, that's all I'm hearing now Keep lying through your teeth, lie to me, lie with me now I don't know if I'm awfully there, but it's like ***, I haven't really been doing anything for the last year I don't know if I've been doing this *** a ton, but like In terms of, I don't know So tell me how you really feel now They've been asking in a while, yeah, you still hope that they'll hear you out Just keep at it, bro, these things always seem to fix themselves somehow They suck it up, so I'ma kill just to stand where you're standing now I don't know if I've been doing this *** a ton, but like ***, I haven't really been doing this *** a ton, but like Just keep at it, bro, these things always seem to fix themselves somehow They suck it up, so I'ma kill just to stand where you're standing now Just don't look at me like I'm all I wanted, I don't know I don't know if I've been doing this *** a ton, but like ***, I haven't really been doing this *** a ton, but like Just keep at it, bro, these things always seem to fix themselves somehow Somehow you gotta scream my name when I can't hold a gun I've nothing left to give you as I'm so burned out and lost Cause *** it, it all feels the same, and I got hold of what I thought that I'd feel something, guess I'll never know How to live with a good thing *** my life up for nothing, nothing Cause you don't care if I'm still bleeding, you just scream until you hear my name This is how I die now, hands to the air, they can't stop me till I fall down Yeah, I thought that I'd feel better now Disappeared into the silence, screams of pain Conversated with a smile, though I've been visible Cause I thought that I'd feel better now Somehow, and yeah, nah