In the quiet of my room, I gather up my thoughts and questions Could I ever be like you? Could I ever be a person? So real and so true, it seems implausible And I look at my reflection If only I could say the things I'd never mention The things you never knew And I have to thank you for the human I have become I'm sorry if I've let you down I'm trying, I'm learning as I stumble along To see this new world without your face Once upon a time there was a girl who so much loved the world She gave her only begotten sunshine and dried her stained eyes on her necktie Took the best lies, made them truths and spit stats, a little squeeze in the booth Cause people think they know but they barely knew The reality of what the other side is due But I've been there and I've learned that And a whole bunch of rogues of them came back Got a reckoning for wrecking in my knapsack But the journey on foot through the outback Girl, party is a label on my snapback Doing worldwide shows in a black hat Bout to tell your ass a story so take that Free prophecy from a black cat Seen his demise with a pair of brand new eyes It was seeking and God never wanted to be sticking it to sticking his thighs But now we deeper than the sea cause that he keep it alive Tastes good, baby, stay with the crop Now wait Thinking about it, too much, too much Deep in the profits, sooner, sooner He never wanted to be a loser But the bruise of the losing was oozing through his fingers The tip that liked to brush at my hips Was now at the heel of his sword Lord, one of the bads will feel torn Never think about another lover Hoping he had time to recover But nothing's ever easy Beware the single queen bitch I have to thank you for the human I've become I'm sorry if I've let you down I'm trying, I'm learning as I stumble along To see this new world without your face So many things to heap, I would like to be Wiser, more light on my feet I could look up in the mirror and change me Or right over my shoulder and save me Thinking about back, back, win, win I ain't have nothing that'll tingle or ring Tell my name and my feet in a game we beat Don't speak, feeling like Winston Fondue And it's fine, but I can't complain Cause we asked for this Feeling like a workaholic or a masochist Don't call like I should, like it's sacrilege To make a dollar in a dream and to pack vignettes Ay, take a second, put your shield down Laying down my sword, getting off the battlefield Now I'm making bigger moves, bigger pictures in my view Now get up out my way, I got ammo for days I can feel the weight of what you bought The victories in my eyes Every swing you take brings me closer and closer Open the gates and I'm poised to charge Told me we'd never get this far Now we at the final round There's no way we'll escape battle scars Battle scars And I have to thank you for the human I've become I'm sorry if I've let you down I'm trying, I'm running as I stumble along Don't see this world without your eyes