I open the door, know you've been sleeping I lay down with you, if you only knew Where I have been, what I've been up to It will kill you, yeah As soon as you wake, I have to say it And tell you about him, let it sink in I want you to know, it didn't mean anything, no Nothing to me, no I don't know why I did what I did I followed him home I don't know why I did what I did But it felt like a good idea at the moment And it felt like a good idea just to hold him For one night I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, ayy I know what I've done is my mistake If we could hold on to just the night When I have somebody next to mine Then we'll be okay But we're not okay You're looking at me like I'm a stranger You pack up my stuff and calling it off I sit on the bed screaming I'm sorry But sorry ain't enough, no I don't know why I did what I did I followed him home I don't know why I did what I did But it felt like a good idea at the moment And it felt like a good idea just to hold him For one night I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, ayy I know what I've done is my mistake If we could hold on to just the night When I have somebody next to mine Then we'll be okay But we're not okay I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, ayy I know what I've done is my mistake If we could hold on to just the night When I have somebody next to mine Then we'll be okay But we're not okay Standing in the hallway Tried to wrap my head around how I ruin all the good things I go back to the bedroom To see if you have changed your mind But you ask if I would leave soon I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, ayy I know what I've done is my mistake If we could hold on to just the night When I have somebody next to mine Then we'll be okay But we're not okay But we're not okay