The colors are fading now Is it quiet where you're sleeping? Your records, my empty house I wish I knew what you were feeling Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind Your all that I think about I even see you when I'm dreaming I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you to chase me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy I don't believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be moving on in slow motion I've never been good with words But you didn't try to listen Could call but I won't be the first To remind you what you're missing Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind You never learned how to hurt But I didn't try to fix it I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you to chase me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy I don't believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be moving on in slow motion I need you more when you are not around, not around Maybe I crave the way you let me down, let me down I think I want you more than I need you Avoid the places I see you Killing me slow, killing me slowly I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you to chase me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy I don't believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be moving on in slow motion