It's so hard to be without you Lying in the bed, you've got so much to feel Battles in my head, that empty drum filled with doubt Everything you lose, the wisdom will find its way out Every night is lonesome and it's longer than before Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard to be without you Used to feel sacred, now I only feel humble Sinking from the storm inside my ribs, spirit thunders Nothing left to say, only leave and wander Feel like a book and it remains so torn Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard not to call you Thunders in my bones out on the streets where I first saw you Everything was new and colorful, it's gotten darker Every day's a lesson, things were brighter before Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard to be without you Every day I find another little thread of silver Waiting for me when I wake, some place on the pillow Then I see the empty space beside me and remember I feel empty, I feel tired, I feel worn Nothing really matters anymore Thanks for watching!